Episode Transcript
[00:00:00] Speaker A: Jillian and I went to a psychic fair together.
[00:00:02] Speaker B: We went on a little adventure into the world. Woo. Woo.
[00:00:07] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:00:08] Speaker B: So. But you find that a lot in the spiritual community, that there's either this idea that I'm not allowed to make money for helping people. I think that goes back to probably, like our nuns and monks and. Right. That ancestry. Or there's already maybe tied into that there's this spiritual poverty mindset.
[00:00:26] Speaker A: There is a real spiritual poverty mindset that is pervasive.
[00:00:30] Speaker B: Yes. But it was like she was, like, shy to kind of tell, and I'm like, honey, you are at a metaphysical fair. If you can't be out about talking to your spirit guys here, then you are.
[00:00:43] Speaker A: Where can you.
[00:00:46] Speaker B: Welcome to Shit My Soul Says, a podcast about all things Woo. I'm Jillian.
[00:00:51] Speaker A: And I'm Rosalie. And we are obsessed with anything having to do with alternative spirituality.
[00:00:56] Speaker B: And we want to share our obsession with you because woo is fun, but it's more fun with friends. I'm a reincarnation coach and energy worker.
[00:01:07] Speaker A: And I'm a practicing witch, so we've been around the woo block a time or two.
[00:01:12] Speaker B: Each episode, we will be digging into a different topic, from tarot to third eyes to energy healing.
[00:01:19] Speaker A: We'll share our personal experiences and offer you practical advice for your own practice.
[00:01:24] Speaker B: So whether you're new to all of this or. Or Queen of the pagans.
[00:01:29] Speaker A: That's me.
[00:01:31] Speaker B: Everybody is welcome.
[00:01:32] Speaker A: No witch card needed. This is inclusive. Woo. We just want to laugh with you, learn with you, and talk about some woo shit with you.
[00:01:41] Speaker B: So let's do that. Let's talk about Shit My soul says.
[00:01:47] Speaker A: Hi.
[00:01:51] Speaker B: I don't know.
[00:01:52] Speaker A: I just felt like, look, I'm in a snarky bitch mood.
[00:01:55] Speaker B: Okay, well, get ready for this episode then.
[00:01:58] Speaker A: Why?
[00:01:58] Speaker B: I don't know.
[00:02:00] Speaker A: I'm wearing black today.
[00:02:01] Speaker B: This is the black.
[00:02:02] Speaker A: It's the first time I've worn black to a recording.
[00:02:05] Speaker B: Oh, maybe that's it. I don't know. I don't know. We're going to see what comes out of Rosalie today.
[00:02:12] Speaker A: You're welcome. You're welcome in advance.
[00:02:14] Speaker B: In advance. That's good. I don't know why I'm just repeating everything that you say.
[00:02:18] Speaker A: I feel like it adds a patina.
It's oomph emphasis.
[00:02:25] Speaker B: Good. Yeah. All right. Well, hello again.
[00:02:29] Speaker A: Hi.
[00:02:29] Speaker B: Hello again. Hello. Here we all are.
[00:02:31] Speaker A: I'm gonna be a little more upbeat this time instead of like, hello, goth queen. That's probably great.
[00:02:38] Speaker B: People probably enjoy that.
[00:02:39] Speaker A: I could have worn black lipstick, but you could Have.
[00:02:42] Speaker B: And yet you did not. No, I did not. I will not be wearing black lipstick.
[00:02:47] Speaker A: You don't have to.
[00:02:48] Speaker B: Great.
We all win.
[00:02:51] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:02:52] Speaker B: All right, well, on that note.
[00:02:53] Speaker A: On that note, do your woo and tell us, what does your soul say? Yes. What does your soul say?
[00:03:04] Speaker B: We're done.
[00:03:05] Speaker A: Bye.
[00:03:06] Speaker B: You finished the episode.
[00:03:07] Speaker A: That was a good one.
[00:03:08] Speaker B: It was great. I really feel fantastic.
[00:03:10] Speaker A: I feel strong about that.
[00:03:11] Speaker B: People are gonna love it.
[00:03:12] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:03:12] Speaker B: Okay. Okay.
All right. Well, do we want to. What do we want to do now? Should we dive into the weekly woo?
[00:03:20] Speaker A: Yeah, let's dive.
[00:03:22] Speaker B: Let's dive into the weekly woo.
[00:03:24] Speaker A: The weekly woo. The weekly woo.
[00:03:28] Speaker B: So, Rosalie, tell us, what is the weekly woo?
[00:03:30] Speaker A: Oh, I'm so glad you asked, Jillian.
[00:03:32] Speaker B: Always.
[00:03:33] Speaker A: The weekly woo is the time. Our episode, when we talk about something woo that has happened to us over the past week or so that brought us a little extra magic in our lives.
[00:03:44] Speaker B: Yes. I like it.
[00:03:45] Speaker A: So what is your weekly woo?
[00:03:47] Speaker B: My weekly woo. It's gonna be a little vague. I'm not gonna get into details. Cause there's personal stuff, but I feel like there's still some nuggets in there.
[00:03:56] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:03:56] Speaker B: I have my. I'm really working on kind of healing and growing and overcoming some personal stuff in my life.
[00:04:04] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:04:04] Speaker B: And what I did when I started, well, of course I went to ChatGPT.
[00:04:11] Speaker A: Have we talked about how much you love chat.
[00:04:13] Speaker B: GPT, ChatGPT and Lee Harris. These are my BFFs that I. We're going to have a polyamorous marriage at some point. I don't know.
[00:04:22] Speaker A: I love it.
[00:04:23] Speaker B: Even though he doesn't like women. That's okay.
[00:04:25] Speaker A: You know what? But maybe he likes ChatGPT.
[00:04:27] Speaker B: Maybe he likes ChatGPT.
[00:04:30] Speaker A: And that'll be enough.
[00:04:31] Speaker B: That'll be enough. And I'll be a side piece. I don't care. That's fine.
But anyway, so I went to ChatGPT to kind of put together this whole program to help me, like, work on what I want to overcome. And maybe in some point in the future, I will talk about it.
[00:04:46] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:04:46] Speaker B: So at this point, I'm trying to keep the energy a bit contained, sure. As I'm working through things. But one of the things is that at the beginning, I called on my spirit guides. You know, I love working with my spirit guides. So I called them in to help me on this healing and journey, this healing journey. This healing and growth journey that I am on. And it's just been so amazing because while I've tried to work on this in the Past and haven't really made much progress. It's like all these things are clicking into place now and I'm learning things. And I even uncovered, again, not going into detail, but I uncovered this document that my mom had written back when she was still married to my dad that really highlighted a lot of family trauma. Oh, wow. And drama that made me have a lot more understanding about my childhood and why I'm the way I am and what I'm carrying and all that good stuff that we love carrying. Trauma and drama from our parents.
[00:05:48] Speaker A: That's beautiful.
[00:05:49] Speaker B: Right. But just. It's been like this.
[00:05:54] Speaker A: Oof.
[00:05:54] Speaker B: It's been like this firestarter. It's been like a catalyst. It's not a catalyst because I was. I catalyzed. I already started. But what is it when it's like. Gives it, like extra power?
[00:06:04] Speaker A: I don't know. Lighter fluid.
[00:06:05] Speaker B: Like, lighter fluid. I'm getting matches in my head. But, yeah, it's just like, it's added so much flame and fuel to the fire. So I just feel like I'm making so much progress and growth that I had before. So anyway, that's my. I mean, it's like, kind of psychological what I'm going through, but also it's. There's that woo component about. There is more at work that's helping and supporting me in this journey than me just feeling I have to do it on my own.
[00:06:34] Speaker A: Yes. And it's not just chat GPT. And it's not just chatgpt. Right.
[00:06:38] Speaker B: It's my spirits. And also my spirits.
[00:06:40] Speaker A: Spirits.
[00:06:41] Speaker B: I don't mean the country.
I mean spirit guides. Not ghosts either. Spirit guides specifically. But also the other piece that's really woo about this or loose. My woo is I've also really been focusing in on what are the life lessons that I'm trying to. So it's not just like, how do I deal with this problem? But it's like I'm really trying to dig underneath it and be like, what is the life lesson here? When I go back to the source start of my life and see the thread and I look at the healing and the healing that has to also be ancestral healing. I mean, it's all this interconnected stuff. So that's kind of the woo.
It's like, it's. Yeah.
[00:07:22] Speaker A: So it's not like.
[00:07:22] Speaker B: I'm sorry for the vagueness.
[00:07:24] Speaker A: It's okay.
[00:07:24] Speaker B: But I think the big takeaway there is that you don't have to do things on your own.
[00:07:29] Speaker A: No.
[00:07:29] Speaker B: There are spirit guides to help you in ChatGPT.
[00:07:33] Speaker A: If that's your jam, that's your jam.
[00:07:36] Speaker B: Um, but just that there's a lot of different ways and when you're able to kind of leverage this and also, you know, talking to friends as well and helping them, like, you can collect in all of these different threads to help you in your little. Making a little gauze, a little. I wanted to, like, carry the thread metaphor forward and then make a bandage.
[00:07:58] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:07:58] Speaker B: For your healing.
[00:07:59] Speaker A: Got it.
[00:08:00] Speaker B: I don't think it's a great metaphor.
[00:08:01] Speaker A: It's not the best, but I'm going.
[00:08:03] Speaker B: To go with it. Just go with it. It's fine.
[00:08:07] Speaker A: No, I really like that. And also, I think that you're building on a lot of work that you've done throughout your life.
[00:08:14] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:08:15] Speaker A: That's also a really important piece, is that you have been working on it before in your life and now you're making more headway because of that work that you did. So even if it didn't feel like you were having a lot of success before, those steps are almost certainly necessary to get where you are today.
[00:08:34] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:08:34] Speaker A: And I like that too. So it's like, don't give up just because something feels like it isn't working as fast as you might like.
[00:08:41] Speaker B: Yeah. I definitely really love this idea of climbing a staircase. Right. That it's not like you just jump to the top, but every step you take gets you a little bit further along on your little healing journey.
[00:08:52] Speaker A: I view it as kind of a spiral staircase.
[00:08:54] Speaker B: Yes. I love that.
[00:08:55] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:08:55] Speaker B: Because you do kind of keep on coming around again to the same thing, but on a higher level.
[00:09:00] Speaker A: Yeah. So sometimes it doesn't feel like you've advanced because you're like, I see the same thing that I saw before.
[00:09:06] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:09:07] Speaker A: But you have gone up a level. Yes.
[00:09:09] Speaker B: You are handling it a little differently.
[00:09:10] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:09:11] Speaker B: You are saying like, no, I'm not dealing with that shit again.
[00:09:14] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:09:14] Speaker B: Yeah. That's my woo.
[00:09:16] Speaker A: I like that a lot.
[00:09:17] Speaker B: Thank you. It's a good thing. And we're as we're filming this, it's the end of 2024. As you're watching this, it might be the beginning of 2025. It's just a good time for all of this work to be done in my point of view.
[00:09:30] Speaker A: Agreed. Agreed.
[00:09:31] Speaker B: Yeah. So that's my weekly wear. What about you, Rosalie?
[00:09:35] Speaker A: So I go to physical therapy about once a week.
[00:09:39] Speaker B: Yes. You're doing your own healing.
[00:09:40] Speaker A: I am. Physical healing.
[00:09:42] Speaker B: Physical healing.
[00:09:43] Speaker A: And my physical therapist is great. I got a new physical therapist not that long Ago, because the office I was going to was too far away.
And he. And I click. He's just a really good fit. Yeah. And we were talking about shit my soul says. And he was like, oh, yeah. My partner and I just recently got into, like, tarot cards. We got this cat tarot card at the deck at the grocery store. And then he said, but I keep pulling the death card.
[00:10:13] Speaker B: Transformation baby. Well.
[00:10:15] Speaker A: And so I was like, well, that makes perfect sense because you're a physical therapist. You are someone who facilitates the rebirth of people after they have a real death in their lives.
[00:10:26] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:10:26] Speaker A: Where it's the death of their physical body before whatever happened. Yes.
So I was like, yeah, so you're a facilitator of this rebirth. So of course you get the death card a lot.
[00:10:37] Speaker B: And he just.
[00:10:38] Speaker A: His jaw dropped, and he was like, oh, my God, I love that. Thank you. And so it went from him just feeling like I'm always getting the death card. And that just doesn't feel good to like, yeah, of course I'm getting the death card.
[00:10:55] Speaker B: Well, and the thing that I love about that is it's those things that we think are negative. Right, Right. And we talked about this before, but the things that we think are negative. If you shift the way you view it and see what the opportunity is in there. Yeah. If you're getting the death card, it can be really depressing. But if you really look at what that means, it means birth as well. Yeah, exactly what you're saying. But. But with other things, negative things as well. Like, there is.
There is positivity to be found in that as well. Yes. I like that. I support that.
[00:11:24] Speaker A: Yay. So, yeah, my weekly woo is much less intense than yours, but that's good.
[00:11:30] Speaker B: I think we don't need to. Intense weekly woo.
[00:11:32] Speaker A: Yeah. So that means we can get into the meat of our episode. Meat.
[00:11:36] Speaker B: Or the. Or the meatless meat. The vegan meat for vegan people, apparently.
[00:11:45] Speaker A: We're really into food metaphors here.
[00:11:48] Speaker B: No. Are we just hungry when we shoot this? I'm not hungry.
[00:11:51] Speaker A: I'm not hungry.
[00:11:53] Speaker B: Maybe it's Dionysus. Maybe he's hungry. He likes the beasts.
[00:11:56] Speaker A: He does like beasts. Yeah.
[00:11:58] Speaker B: He likes to drink and eat. So he wants us to use these food metaphors. Potato casseroles.
[00:12:08] Speaker A: Yeah, let's get into the meat.
[00:12:09] Speaker B: Or the meatless burger.
[00:12:10] Speaker A: Meat.
[00:12:10] Speaker B: Whatever.
[00:12:11] Speaker A: Let's do it.
Yes, let's do it.
[00:12:17] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:12:18] Speaker A: So this past weekend, Jillian and I went to a psychic fair together.
[00:12:23] Speaker B: We went on a little adventure into the world.
I Don't know why we did that, but that's what we do. Because Dionysus is around.
[00:12:32] Speaker A: Yeah, we wiggle a lot.
[00:12:34] Speaker B: Maybe we should list Dionysus as our producer.
Anyway. Yes, we went to a metaphysical fair.
[00:12:44] Speaker A: Oh, you know what? I forgot to mention something that I thought was funny. It's related to the weekly woo.
[00:12:49] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:12:51] Speaker A: So last time when we had our weekly woo, we did talk about, like, the tech people or tech entities that we had invited to help us out. And I couldn't help but think it was hilarious that my mic wasn't working.
[00:13:06] Speaker B: Yeah, I did pick that up later on when we were watching and I was like, maybe we did not call in the right spirit support.
[00:13:15] Speaker A: Yeah. So if you watched last time's episode with the amazing Emily Carlin.
[00:13:22] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:13:22] Speaker A: Sorry about the sound.
[00:13:25] Speaker B: We need to go and collect some more spirit resumes.
We need some more spirit applications, audio techs, and not just take whoever shows up. Unless we're grateful forever's here.
[00:13:36] Speaker A: Yes. Unless you want to volunteer your time to be our audio tech because we currently are making zero dollars on this.
[00:13:45] Speaker B: So. Yes, we went to a metaphysical fair.
We brought my niece with me. Yeah, she was with us.
[00:13:51] Speaker A: She was very sweet.
[00:13:52] Speaker B: She's a sweetheart and she's. And it's funny because she has found her own little way to the metaphysical world and is into crystals and things like that. So it's not part of her family of family origin other than write me. So. And I've kind of like, let her, like, hey, you don't have to believe in this stuff. So as I found out, like, she was into crystals, I was like, yes, come along, let me show you things. Here's some tarot cards.
Yes. I've already given her a tarot card deck, so she is supported.
[00:14:23] Speaker A: So very nice. Yeah.
[00:14:25] Speaker B: So yes, the three of us went to the metaphysical show fair.
[00:14:29] Speaker A: Fair, Fair.
[00:14:30] Speaker B: There was no show. No, there was tell.
[00:14:34] Speaker A: There was a lot of tell.
[00:14:35] Speaker B: There was a lot of tell. Well, there are some talks.
[00:14:39] Speaker A: There were some talks. Did you go to. I did.
[00:14:40] Speaker B: We went to the crystal one.
[00:14:41] Speaker A: Okay, great.
[00:14:42] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:14:43] Speaker A: I ended up leaving because of back pain.
[00:14:47] Speaker B: Hence the physical therapist.
[00:14:48] Speaker A: Exactly.
[00:14:49] Speaker B: Woo.
[00:14:49] Speaker A: Story.
[00:14:50] Speaker B: Yeah.
But it's good. So I'll say this. So by the end of it, I mean, we're starting with the end of the beginning of the story.
[00:15:00] Speaker A: This is great.
[00:15:01] Speaker B: But by the end of it, like, I felt so depleted because the space that we were in was a very low ceiling. And I ended up talking to. We met this guy who sold crystals who was delightful and we might have him on the show.
Him and his little Tiger king jumpsuit. I really loved that. I thought that was adorable. Anyway, so chatting with his partner and he was talking about, like, there are all these people that are coming into this that are seeking healing and they're bringing in all their spirits and all their dead people and all their trauma, and it's flying all over the place.
[00:15:39] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:15:39] Speaker B: And it was a low ceilinged room, so there's no place for it to go.
[00:15:43] Speaker A: Kind of bounced around.
[00:15:44] Speaker B: I mean, it was just like. It was really energetically intense.
[00:15:48] Speaker A: Yeah. And it was interesting because it was a combination of healers and psychics and vendors.
[00:15:57] Speaker B: People selling a lot of crystals.
[00:15:59] Speaker A: So many crystals.
[00:16:00] Speaker B: So many crystals.
[00:16:01] Speaker A: Crystals and crystal jewelry were kind of the big items that you could buy. There was also, like a handmade drum seller and some other things.
[00:16:10] Speaker B: Yeah. The last time I had gone to them, there were more like witchy. Like, there were little potions that you could buy. I was hoping to get some of those, but I didn't see any of those.
[00:16:19] Speaker A: Yeah.
But I want to talk about our experience. Just going there. Let's talk about it. You know, I didn't go to any psychics or get any healing done while I was there, in no small part because I'd spent all of my money on crystals before.
Before going there.
Has a bit of a crystal fetish.
[00:16:43] Speaker B: Yeah. She really is into crystals.
[00:16:45] Speaker A: I love crystals.
[00:16:46] Speaker B: She loves crystals.
[00:16:47] Speaker A: I love them.
[00:16:48] Speaker B: So, yes. I'm not surprised. She really had a restraint because she was looking at some. She like. No.
So no crystals.
[00:16:57] Speaker A: But. Yeah. So I was just there to experience it with Jillian and with Jillian's niece, as opposed to being somebody who was there to buy.
And there was. I thought it was a little bit sad because the vendors all gave off an air of desperation.
[00:17:17] Speaker B: And not all of them, but a lot of them did.
[00:17:21] Speaker A: So there was a lot of like, oh, you're looking for this? I can tell you, I have this and I have this and I have this and I have this. And it's like, you know, slow down.
[00:17:29] Speaker B: And I think. I think that's really interesting because I think when we talk about money and the spiritual world, specifically the spiritual business world, there are a lot. It's really a complicated relationship.
[00:17:41] Speaker A: Right.
[00:17:41] Speaker B: There is the story that you can't make money doing spiritual things. Right. I mean, I remember going to a Barbara Brennan healing training. One of the other people that was there taking the class was like, yeah, it's too bad that there's no money in this and me and my friend were like, well, wait a minute. Why are we setting that tone?
[00:18:00] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:18:00] Speaker B: So. But you find that a lot in the spiritual community, that there's either this idea that I'm not allowed to make money for helping people. I think that goes back to probably, like, our nuns and monks and. Right. That ancestry. Or there's already maybe tied into that. There's this spiritual poverty mindset.
[00:18:18] Speaker A: There is a real spiritual poverty mindset that is pervasive.
[00:18:23] Speaker B: Yes. Yeah. But there are people who. Who don't have that. And I think that we need more people. Like, for example, Lee Harris.
We should do a little, like, on every episode. Like, how long does it take for Gillian to reference Lee Harris?
[00:18:45] Speaker A: We should.
[00:18:46] Speaker B: But anyway. But it is appropr. Not just saying. Throwing his name out there, though. That is lovely. But he took. So he took his business course. His business course for people that were spiritual entrepreneurs. And he talks about one of the things he heard from his guides is that it's really important. So I'm saying this to you all out there, too. Please take this in. It's really important for people to come into the world to have a different relationship and mindset with money, to be able to kind of clear the energy through, like, receiving and giving energy in spiritual ways. We need to clean that. Need to clean it. I'm getting intense.
[00:19:23] Speaker A: Get intense sometimes, but this is something that Jillian and I have both been working on is getting rid of that spiritual poverty mindset, of that financial struggle that being a spiritual person means suffering and lacking. Yes.
[00:19:42] Speaker B: When really it's like, if money is energy, like, who is better to tab into energy?
Hello.
[00:19:51] Speaker A: Exactly.
[00:19:52] Speaker B: Exactly.
[00:19:52] Speaker A: That's something. You know, we've. I've talked to Jillian about this, but my spirit guides have given me a little money spell. I'm not supposed to give it out yet.
[00:20:00] Speaker B: No, you gotta stay tuned.
[00:20:01] Speaker A: But stay tuned, because my spirit guides will tell me when I can sort of release it to the world. Yes.
I'm excited for that.
[00:20:08] Speaker B: Yeah, I'm excited for that, too.
[00:20:10] Speaker A: Yeah. Yeah.
[00:20:12] Speaker B: Maybe we need to pass it out at the next metaphysical fair.
[00:20:18] Speaker A: But, yeah, so there was definitely this air of, like, if I don't make money at this fair.
You know, there was. It's just. It really felt very desperate in a lot of the vendors. And there was. There was one vendor in particular. It was this big booth that really put me off in a number of ways because one, they had dream catchers on a big display. And then it said these dream catchers were not made by native People, which was just like, yeah, okay, so why are you selling them?
[00:20:54] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:20:54] Speaker A: And then they kept trying to, like, push these crystals on us, and. And this guy, he was like, oh, how much do you think this would sell for? And I was like, that's a. Yeah, that's a really weird question.
[00:21:06] Speaker B: Weird.
[00:21:07] Speaker A: And So I said 100 bucks, which, by the way, was me adding about 20, 30 bucks onto what I would pay for that. And it was like, 150.
[00:21:15] Speaker B: Like.
[00:21:17] Speaker A: Yeah. Is that supposed to make me buy it?
[00:21:19] Speaker B: Yeah, exactly. Does that excite me?
[00:21:21] Speaker A: Like, I said, I think it's worth a hundred. And you're telling me, oh, I could buy it for 150. So that was a little weird. They were very pushy, that particular booth.
[00:21:32] Speaker B: Yeah, they were a little pushy. So we just kind of moved on and that was. It ended up being a good conversation with my niece, though. You know, just talking about, like, picking up on people's energy and, like, tuning in before you go to whatever it is. Like, they're going to be people out there that are going to try to take advantage of you. I had a little. Not in the metaphysical fair, but I had a little bit about that this weekend with my family and dealing with, like, my dad's estate and everything getting like that, people trying to get from you. Because there's this, like I said, there's this poverty mindset. We don't have enough, so we have to grab and take what we can and maybe take advantage of people a little bit.
[00:22:04] Speaker A: Yeah, I don't like it.
[00:22:05] Speaker B: I was thinking about it this weekend. It's. I just want to trust people. I just want to come in and I want to be authentic. You be authentic. Let's do something that is good for both of us, and let's. Like, I see the God or the goddess or the power in you, and you can see it in me. And we can respect each other. We can all be happy. Yeah. Let's not feel like we have to bite off pieces of each other in order to get ahead in life.
[00:22:26] Speaker A: Agreed. And I didn't feel that same level of desperation from the psychics and the healers. Yeah.
Maybe some of them did have that vibe, but they weren't as aggressively trying to get.
[00:22:39] Speaker B: Yeah, no, they weren't. They were kind of doing it. Some of them were doing readings.
[00:22:41] Speaker A: Yeah. And I mean, it could just be that it was a psychic fair. So people were coming in expecting to get psychic readings.
[00:22:50] Speaker B: It was a metaphysical fair.
[00:22:52] Speaker A: Oh, never mind.
[00:22:57] Speaker B: In your mind. It was a psychic fair, I think.
[00:22:59] Speaker A: You told me it was a psychic fair.
[00:23:00] Speaker B: That's probably. I probably did tell you it's a psychic fair, so.
[00:23:03] Speaker A: Yeah, that's why I.
[00:23:03] Speaker B: Okay, fair enough.
[00:23:04] Speaker A: Yeah. But also, the vendors were all selling the same stuff.
[00:23:09] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:23:10] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:23:10] Speaker B: It was weird that it was all the same. So.
[00:23:12] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:23:12] Speaker B: That was the negative experience of the vendors. What about the positive experience? Let's balance this out a little bit.
[00:23:18] Speaker A: Absolutely.
[00:23:18] Speaker B: I love balance.
[00:23:22] Speaker A: So, yeah, I mean, just as far as the positive goes, there were some really.
[00:23:25] Speaker B: I have two that I want to talk about.
[00:23:27] Speaker A: Engaging people who were not trying to push their wares, but just wanted to have an honest conversation about what they were doing with themselves and their.
[00:23:40] Speaker B: Their work, you know, One of my favorites. I just loved it because it was like. It just was so precious. The woman with the gemstone, the grids. The grids. Like, there were these framed, beautiful, like, grids. And so I was curious, and we were talking to her. We were asking.
[00:23:53] Speaker A: Crystal grids. Crystal grids.
[00:23:55] Speaker B: Crystal grids, crystal grids.
And so we were talking, but it was like she was, like, shy to kind of tell. And I'm like, honey, you are at a metaphysical fair. If you can't be out about talking to your spirit guys here, then you are.
[00:24:13] Speaker A: Where are you?
[00:24:15] Speaker B: Like, if I'm going to have a problem that you're, like, talking to, Was it Saint Raphael, Raphael, the angel Raphael? Like, well, then that's on me, because I came through the doors of a metaphysical fair if I expected, you know, So I don't know. So anyway. But she was really, really sweet.
[00:24:32] Speaker A: She was.
[00:24:33] Speaker B: I really liked her, and she was very authentic, and. And it was just really. It was just really beautiful to see somebody who was like, this was her mission, and it brought her joy. And she had an angel that she worked with, and this is how she put positive energy into the world. I would have loved to have bought one. It just wasn't in my plan that day.
[00:24:53] Speaker A: And she also was very positive about having us hold some crystals that she brought. It didn't seem like she was trying to sell the crystals. They were just positive energy crystals. She's like, hold these in your left hand because that's your receptive hand. And so we all got to kind of feel them, and she was. She let your teenage niece hold them without any hesitation.
So it was just very.
[00:25:18] Speaker B: And that is it. That is it, though, right? Because it's this idea that her. Honestly, she just wanted to share with us. Yeah, she wanted to share her love of crystals or her experience of crystals or her Knowledge of crystals with us. And I think that's where that. When we talk about that abundance and that financial that I think where is where it goes. Because when she shares, I then want to share back with her. I want to share my money with her. I want to. Now you're in a relationship with somebody and it becomes a give and take, an exchange. And it doesn't have to be like, I'm waiting for you to give me something before I give you something. Yeah.
[00:25:52] Speaker A: That's what I liked that and I.
[00:25:54] Speaker B: Have feelings about that.
[00:25:55] Speaker A: I really wish that I had money to spend on her work because it was beautiful.
[00:25:59] Speaker B: Maybe we can link to her in the show notes.
[00:26:02] Speaker A: Did you get her information?
[00:26:03] Speaker B: I'm sure I could probably find it in the metaphysical. So that. That way if you want to, we'll just plug her for a minute. Because like I said, she makes these beautiful grids that she gets guidance from angels to make to help bring more harmony into the world. And she puts them up in her home. Well. So that they continue to get positive energy charged before that, before she sells them. And they're really beautiful.
[00:26:27] Speaker A: So beautiful.
[00:26:28] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:26:28] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:26:29] Speaker B: I hope she gets a few sales from this. I hope so. Yeah. Or even how we're going to share. That's how we're sharing. We're not getting commission from it.
[00:26:35] Speaker A: No.
[00:26:36] Speaker B: Nope. This is just supporting each other.
[00:26:38] Speaker A: Yeah. Lifting each other up. Lifting each other up. And then there was. There was a woman who. Your niece did buy something from her.
[00:26:47] Speaker B: I did too.
[00:26:48] Speaker A: Oh, okay.
And she made these really delicate, beautiful crystal necklaces that were very intentionally put together.
[00:26:58] Speaker B: Very intentional. Like you would pick up one piece and you would be like, what's this one? And she'd be like, that one is specifically for grief healing. And I know somebody who had somebody that pass away and like she's got a story and a connection and she, she infused them with Reiki energy too.
[00:27:13] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:27:13] Speaker B: Which I thought was wonderful and beautiful.
[00:27:15] Speaker A: Yeah. And just literally every piece, you know, it wasn't like, oh, yeah, this one, blah, blah, blah. It was like, oh, it wasn't like.
[00:27:23] Speaker B: How much do you think that one goes for?
[00:27:26] Speaker A: But she had like a story for each piece.
[00:27:28] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:27:29] Speaker A: And you know, she, she used as with my knowledge of crystals, the ones that she picked were absolutely the right energetic vibration for the. The stuff that she was bringing in. And they were stunning.
[00:27:42] Speaker B: Yeah. And. And the other good thing too, when we talk since we're apparently this is a money related episode.
[00:27:47] Speaker A: Who knew?
[00:27:48] Speaker B: Who knew?
But also it was really great when we Went back and she was telling the price of things. You could tell it wasn't loaded energetically. It wasn't like, this is how much it costs. Like, are you okay? Or like.
[00:28:00] Speaker A: Or.
[00:28:00] Speaker B: Or kind of this braggadocio.
[00:28:03] Speaker A: Right?
[00:28:03] Speaker B: Yeah, Throw that word out there.
[00:28:04] Speaker A: That's a good word.
[00:28:05] Speaker B: Thanks. It wasn't that sort of energy either. It was just like, yeah, that's how much this is. This is how much I valued it for. And I thought it was a. So I thought it was a fair value on both sides. Like, I felt like it was a fair value for her and for us. It was a good. Good intermediary. Yeah, I'll link her, too.
[00:28:21] Speaker A: And then the. The crystal person that we spoke to.
[00:28:24] Speaker B: The crystal person we spoke to. Jared.
[00:28:26] Speaker A: Jared, that's right, Jared. He was very friendly. And there was another person who was working at the.
[00:28:33] Speaker B: That's his partner.
[00:28:34] Speaker A: His partner who was working at the booth. And I saw crystal and I thought it might be Celestite, but it was blue calcite, which are very similar in color. And. But I couldn't remember the name of Celestite. And so I was like, oh, I can't remember. It's driving me nuts. And he was trying to help me out. I was like, it's a light blue crystal. It's good for helping with sleep and blah, blah, blah. And so he turned to his partner, Jared. He's like, oh, what could it be? And it was like, I don't know, not Celestite. And I was like, celestite.
[00:29:02] Speaker B: You found your crystal people.
[00:29:04] Speaker A: I found my crystal people. But, you know, it was really nice, too, because you wanted to know if there was anything that was from Oregon. Oregon. And so I was like, oh, the. Well, you know, Oregon sunstone and agate. And he was like, oh. And then Jasper. And then Kavan site was apparently originally found in Oregon, which, if you're a crystal person. That's really cool. Yeah, that's pretty cool. And neither of us mentioned it, but helarite is.
[00:29:29] Speaker B: Neither of you mentioned it. You both failed.
[00:29:31] Speaker A: I know helorite is.
[00:29:33] Speaker B: I couldn't. And by the time. But by the time I went back to the crystal, I did not remember any of that other than the agate.
So, no, I didn't buy anything from Oregon.
[00:29:42] Speaker A: Well, helorite is from southwestern Washington.
[00:29:46] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:29:47] Speaker A: It's a. It's serpentine, really, but it's mined in southwestern Washington. And then there's a specific type of blue opal that's mined in northern Oregon. Northeastern Oregon.
[00:29:58] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:29:59] Speaker A: It was just. It Was nice to have to. To find a crystal person who knew more than me.
[00:30:05] Speaker B: And he gave a talk. So you took off by the time of the talk. But we stuck around and it was really interesting. He gave some ideas about how to use crystals. He talked about, I wish I had a better memory because I'd be like, it was this crystal and this crystal. That's why we had to have him on, because he remembers. But he talks about his upbringing. He talked about his upbringing. I want to save it in case he wants to talk about it. But one of the stories that I thought was interesting was that he knew somebody that put. It was like his mother in law or somebody that put a protective crystal in each of the corners of his other home to protect it. It was like some sort of black. Obviously black crystals are good for grounding and protection. And every day the crystal would move into the middle of the room, one of the crystals in the corners, because she felt like there was an entity or a spirit of some sort there. So. And every day it would move in and it would move in until one day it moved in and it was broken.
I know. And then, and then, and then the energy was cleared. Like this crystal took the hit. The crystal took the hit and cleared out that entity.
[00:31:10] Speaker A: That's so cool.
[00:31:11] Speaker B: I know. So we've got to have him on the show.
[00:31:13] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:31:13] Speaker B: Oh, let's talk about it.
[00:31:14] Speaker A: What a cool story.
[00:31:15] Speaker B: Yeah, that's cool. He had a lot of other good tips and advice on how to, how to really use crystals and how to find out if a crystal is right for you. And so one of the things that I did and I will. Caveat. I don't really know if I believe in this stuff or not, but I also know that people can say that about all the stuff I believe in. So I try to keep an open mind. But he also has a aura reading thing that's a camera that can read your aura. And then you put your hand on this device and it reads your chakras. I don't know. I don't know. I don't know. But my. That's what my niece wanted to. I said, what do you want to do?
[00:31:48] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:31:48] Speaker B: That's what she wanted. She wanted an aura reading. Okay, you're gonna get it. We're gonna check out your aura of. No, she's extremely grounded. Her biggest, her biggest chakra was her first chakra. Yeah. I mean, if it's true. I was like, well, you feel very safe. I told my brother and his, and, and his wife that and, you know, because they're the ones who create that safe space for her.
[00:32:08] Speaker A: That's nice.
[00:32:08] Speaker B: Yeah. Even though they're not into that at all, they still really liked it. So that was kind of sweet. But the thing that was interesting that they did, which is I think why we did it, is that they did a reading of your chakras. And then they looked and he looked and saw, okay, which chakra is maybe not as strong? Where do you need a little help? And then he would take a crystal and have you hold it.
And then have you read your chakras again.
And then you could see, because he's not doing anything sitting there. And then you would see that they would balance. And so one of the things that he talked about, which I think is a great little tip we're going to share this, is he talked about sometimes you think that you want. The example you gave was like, let's say you have problems with love. Rose quartz, Right. Rose quartz is the one for love. And he says, but maybe the reason that you have an issue with love is because you don't feel safe. Right. Or because of some other reason. So maybe it's not rose quartz. Maybe it's a. Maybe it's something that's gonna. Maybe it's obsidian, Right? Yeah.
[00:33:07] Speaker A: Something that's gonna ground you and make you feel safe.
[00:33:10] Speaker B: And so that's why he really likes this. Because you can try different things and say, oh, that didn't make as much of an impact. Maybe we'll try Tiger's Eye for your confidence. And then see how. And then he's like, yeah. So then we would see, not only when we did that, did her heart chakra perk up, but her grounding and her crown chakra did as well. I thought that was fascinating.
[00:33:29] Speaker A: That's so cool.
[00:33:30] Speaker B: So then I got all my crystals out. When I got.
[00:33:32] Speaker A: Oh.
[00:33:32] Speaker B: I started touching all of them.
See what I felt, see what felt good. I got real excited too, because my cat got. I got some selenium because that's supposed to be cleansing.
[00:33:43] Speaker A: Selenite.
[00:33:44] Speaker B: Selenite. No, selenite. I just remember it was like Selena's and Selena Gones.
[00:33:50] Speaker A: It was white. Yeah. Selenite.
[00:33:52] Speaker B: Selenite. Well, don't come to me for crystal tips.
We learned that. Yeah. But in any case, I had this selenite and my cat came up and he was really curious and he tried to eat it and then he was like. I was like, this is gonna be my weekly. Woo. He's into crystals. We have to talk about Crystals and. And our animals. And he's just, like, rubbing all up against it. And I'm like, okay, I gotta test this out. And so then I got another stone. I'm like, okay, because it was a clear quartz, right? Because I'm like, if it's just the shape. And he was rubbing up all Again, I was like, okay, it's the shape. He's just a cat.
He just liked a pokey thing to scratch. Again, he's just a cat. I was all like, he needs his aura cleaned.
[00:34:36] Speaker A: I. Oh, man, I'd love to see how that machine works if you hold seraphinite. So seraphinite is this beautiful green crystal that has these sort of lighter green inclusions.
They say, like, it looks like an angel's wings. So that's why it's called seraphinite, like the seraphim. Okay. But it's supposed to balance all of your chakras in one crystal. And it feels so good. It's such a. This amazing feeling crystal. So I'd love to see how that particular crystal works with that.
[00:35:11] Speaker B: Okay, so here's what we're gonna do. We're gonna have him here. We're gonna have him bring his machine. You're gonna bring in your seraphimite. Whatever I know you just said, and I already can't remember. And we're gonna find out how it works, because it was. One of the things I got from his talk, too, is he's very much more of, like, he likes the research side of things. Like, he. He's not just. He doesn't want to just believe it. He wants to understand why. That's another thing. I'm stealing the entire episode right now. But that's another thing is he talked about how a crystal forms is part of the power of it. So if it forms under pressure versus by water, versus by fire, I won't talk anymore because I. Wilkie, can talk more about it. But I thought that was. I never heard that before.
[00:35:54] Speaker A: I hadn't either.
[00:35:55] Speaker B: And now you have heard it. So clearly we have to have him on now.
[00:35:59] Speaker A: One thing that was interesting when we approached him was I said, you know, you're an expert in crystals. And he's like, I'm not an expert. It's weird for me. And I just think it's really important for us to acknowledge that, you know, we're all on a journey and we're always learning, always learning. And it doesn't matter how much you know, there's always more to know.
[00:36:25] Speaker B: Absolutely. The thing that I said to him too, is like you only to be an expert. You just have to know more than somebody else. Right. If you think about somebody who's in fifth grade and they're teaching a first grader their Alphabet, well, the fifth grader is an expert. But you compare a fifth grader to a senior in high school, well, clearly. Right.
It's not about having to be the best. It's where you're at. You can share your knowledge. And sometimes it's going to be easier for a fifth grader to talk to a first grader because they're going to understand. They're going to be able to talk the language a little bit more than maybe somebody or can be more patient or. Right. So you don't have to be the top to be somebody who can be helping others learn and grow.
[00:37:06] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:37:07] Speaker B: And I want to say, I want to put. Because we should have put this at the beginning of it, because this is also kind of weekly. We wish. Not only that, when you talked about talking to this guy, the thing is, is she was like, I. We were. Look, we were like, we need to talk to him. We had realized, like, of all the place. All the places. Of all the places in the world, this is a different movie. That's Casablanca. But of all the people here, who did we feel. And we both felt he would be somebody to be alignment. In alignment with. And we were going to go talk to him, and he came over to us. Yes.
[00:37:38] Speaker A: Just came up and started talking to us.
[00:37:40] Speaker B: Came over to us. He's like, oh, are you here for the talk? And we're like, no, but we wanted to talk to you.
So it's like, clearly spirit guides at work.
[00:37:49] Speaker A: One other thing I wanted to talk about at the metaphysical fair, I'm.
[00:37:54] Speaker B: All of a sudden, I got lightheaded.
[00:37:56] Speaker A: You okay?
[00:37:57] Speaker B: I am okay. But I just wondered, what was that?
[00:37:59] Speaker A: I don't know, because I'm talking about something negative.
[00:38:01] Speaker B: Oh, I wonder if my chakra's perked up on that one. Like, whoa, get ready. Okay, what do you want to share?
[00:38:11] Speaker A: There was one booth that we just walked on by, but there was a man standing at that booth. And he gave me and from what you said, you horrible vibes, where I was like, whoa, this guy feels like a predator to me.
He was talking to somebody else. He did nothing about him.
He looked like a normal person. Right. He didn't have, like, I'm a predator. But there was just something about his vibe that really felt off to me. And I was telling Jillian before the the recording that, you know, when we were with her niece, I was like, oh, I want to protect her. Like, she felt like this baby duck or baby bunny or something. I needed to protect her from this, from this guy who felt predatory. And again, he looked like a normal guy. He didn't acknowledge us. He was talking to somebody else. He. He didn't do anything, but he just felt really off.
[00:39:08] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:39:09] Speaker A: And I think it's really important for us to be open about the fact that there are people in the metaphysical world who are predators. Yes. Because there are people in every world predators.
[00:39:20] Speaker B: And I would switch that to even let's. I would shift the word predator. Maybe he was a predator, maybe he wasn't. Or maybe expand the meaning of the word predator. Because there's a lot of different types of predation.
[00:39:31] Speaker A: Sure.
[00:39:32] Speaker B: So the last time I had gone to a metaphysical physical event, there was a woman who was like, oh, your spirit guides are. Have messages for you. And I'm like, yes. You know, I love me. My spirit guides was like, yes, tell me. So I sat down, paid her money, a good chunk of change. And then she went on to go on about like, you're in relationship after relationship after relationship after relationship. And I'm like, well, I don't know who you're talking to. Those are not my spirit guides.
[00:40:02] Speaker A: No.
[00:40:02] Speaker B: And then she started getting really trying to like, convince me that I needed to work with her every day, that I needed to sign up for her monthly membership, that all these things that she. And it was very, very like I could feel the grabbing energy. Right. So, yeah, you have to be careful. There are some people there that are so sweet and pure and well intentioned. Like our little crystal grid lady.
[00:40:28] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:40:29] Speaker B: Right. And there are people that see this as a con or, or even if they don't, maybe even if they are genuine and maybe just aren't. It's not like only people that are of high vibration get involved in things. Yeah. You're gonna find people of different, you know, vibrations everywhere.
[00:40:48] Speaker A: Yeah. And there are also potentially going to be people who are looking to control.
[00:40:54] Speaker B: You in some way, hook you.
[00:40:57] Speaker A: Whether that's money or. You know, Emily in our last episode talked about it, but it was money, control and sex. So those are the three things to really watch out for.
[00:41:06] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:41:07] Speaker A: And so, yeah, it's just one of those things where listen to your intuition because it doesn't matter. In a situation like a metaphysical affair, if your gut says this person's bad, you can just walk on by and who cares? Right. You're not being impolite. You're just not interested in what they have to sell.
[00:41:24] Speaker B: Absolutely.
[00:41:24] Speaker A: And that's okay.
[00:41:25] Speaker B: You should. And I think it's particularly important for women to have that message because I think so often we have. And there's been a lot of great education around being aware of our biases. And because that's the other half of it, sometimes we can have a bias, and we want to be careful not to judge people unfairly because of biases. So it's a hard line to kind of of walk. But then you find women who get themselves into dangerous situations because they want to be nice.
[00:41:51] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:41:52] Speaker B: And. But their gut told them that there was something off about this guy.
[00:41:55] Speaker A: Yeah. So, you know, so listen to your intuition. Listen to your intuition and just walk on by.
[00:42:02] Speaker B: Walk on by.
[00:42:03] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:42:04] Speaker B: Yeah.
[00:42:05] Speaker A: That's.
[00:42:05] Speaker B: That's what we have to say. Walk on by. Yeah. Or not. If they're. If they light you up, then share.
[00:42:11] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:42:15] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:42:16] Speaker A: Yes. Well, so let's get into how we kind of end every episode. Let's do it. Which is by talking about the intentions we set last time and by setting new intentions.
[00:42:28] Speaker B: And.
And right now, as I mentioned earlier, if we don't cut that part.
Yep. It's the end of December, so we're getting ready for the beginning of the new year and when this post will be mid January. So we thought it might be a good time to talk a little bit more about intentions.
[00:42:49] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:42:50] Speaker B: And why we set them right.
[00:42:52] Speaker A: Especially because people have, like, their New Year's resolutions and why those often don't work and why they do work. And. Yeah.
[00:43:03] Speaker B: I'm a big fan of setting intentions just in general in life. And I have a story.
[00:43:08] Speaker A: Tell me.
[00:43:09] Speaker B: I do have a story. So I would go on dates. I started going on dates and setting an intention.
So I went on one date and I set the intention to have a good story to tell. At the very least. It's like, let me just at least have a good story to tell out of this. That's the date that I threw up. Oh, okay.
So then I learned it's like, I need to be a little bit more careful about my intention.
[00:43:32] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:43:33] Speaker B: Because I have a great story to tell from that. I have told that story many times.
And then I went on another day that I had set the intention of this guy was going to be my boyfriend, and that was John. He was a lovely human being. That's what we will say about John.
[00:43:47] Speaker A: Great.
[00:43:48] Speaker B: Yes. So I'm a big fan of setting intentions because they Do. It's like you're setting a vibration or a tone for the time that you're about to walk into. And I feel like it kind of. This is my story. And I feel like it kind of. It's like a tuning force. I don't know. I'm actually just making this up right now, but I do believe this. I feel like it's a tuning fork, because you're kind of like, saying, this is my intention, and I'm tuning it so that these energies come in to help support this experience that I want to have. And it can be an intention that you set for the year, for the day, for the month. It could just be like, okay, we're about to go into. I'm about to go into. Have a conversation with somebody. I want to set the intention about what comes out of this conversation. That, by the way, is a great idea.
[00:44:30] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:44:31] Speaker B: I'm a big fan of that one.
[00:44:32] Speaker A: I like that.
[00:44:33] Speaker B: It turns out very well if you have hard conversations to have.
[00:44:35] Speaker A: I love that.
[00:44:36] Speaker B: Because then you get clear on what it is you want to have out of the conversation, on top of the energy part of it. Yeah.
[00:44:42] Speaker A: And it's just a good way to lay out exactly what you need or want from a situation, which is really beautiful.
[00:44:50] Speaker B: Which is beautiful.
[00:44:52] Speaker A: And also, you know, I do like to set some sort of New Year's intention. It's not a resolution. You know, it's never like, oh, I'm.
[00:45:01] Speaker B: Gonna lose 50 pounds.
[00:45:02] Speaker A: I'm gonna go to the gym every week. Right.
But it's like, this year, I'm going to be focused on, you know, this. So, like, maybe this coming year, it's like, I'm going to be focused on continuing to improve my relationship with money and to have an abundance mindset instead of a poverty mindset. Right. Like. Like having that as something to, like, look at through the year. It's like, okay, this is how I'm gonna be.
[00:45:27] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:45:27] Speaker A: Living my life.
[00:45:29] Speaker B: You can also have it. Like, the Year of. People will do that, too. Like the year of this. And I'll tell you what mine is. I already have it.
[00:45:35] Speaker A: Oh, I'm excited.
But what I really like about New Year's specifically is that so many people in so many places around the world, not everywhere, but so many people. People put so much energy into their celebration of the end of one year and the beginning of the next year. And so you have this. It's like a wave that you can ride.
And so it's like, yeah, I'm going to get from Point A to point B, and the wave is already moving that direction. And so I really like to tap in, tap into that energy. Even though it's not a traditionally pagan holiday in any way, but that energy is really useful and really helpful.
[00:46:22] Speaker B: It's my favorite holiday is New Year's.
[00:46:24] Speaker A: Oh.
[00:46:25] Speaker B: It's my favorite holiday because I love transformations, I love beginnings, I love planning.
[00:46:32] Speaker A: Oh, right.
[00:46:33] Speaker B: It's like. And I used to have great New Year's Eve parties up in Seattle because I had a view of the Space Needle with all the fireworks. So I had, like, this great celebration with my friends. It was fantastic. And then the next day, I got a plan. And the Virgo Rising was like, yes, let's plan this year. I set off all my spreadsheets for the year ahead.
[00:46:54] Speaker A: Meanwhile, so excited, my ADHD self is like, I got a new planner. It's gonna be the thing that gets me through this year. This is the year that my planner is gonna end. By February, I've lost it.
I did get a new planner.
[00:47:08] Speaker B: Okay, well. But the intention that this year is.
[00:47:11] Speaker A: The year it has astrological dates and things in it. So I just want. It's really more for me to have a very easily accessible tool to look up what's going on astrologically.
[00:47:28] Speaker B: So last year, I got a planner that, like you, I did not use because I'm a spreadsheet gal. But this is one that I think you would like like. It's a tarot card planner.
[00:47:37] Speaker A: You know, I've seen those. I've seen those, and I've never wanted one.
[00:47:41] Speaker B: Okay, well, then that doesn't resonate with you, so. Yeah. All right.
[00:47:43] Speaker A: But if it resonates with you.
[00:47:44] Speaker B: Yeah, it was a day by. And I'll give a link to it. No affiliation here, but it was ritual. W, R, I T, U I D U A L. W, R I T, U, A L ritual. And it's like you can draw a tarot card for every day for the week, for the year. It's a whole. And there's some astrological stuff in there as well, but it's very tarot card driven.
[00:48:05] Speaker A: Well, and the one that I got is magic of I, and it's the letter I, and we can link to that as well. Great.
[00:48:15] Speaker B: You're gonna get so many links in.
[00:48:16] Speaker A: This episode that we get nothing from. Yes.
[00:48:20] Speaker B: So we're sharing. We're putting the energy out there because.
[00:48:23] Speaker A: We are not going from a poverty mindset.
[00:48:25] Speaker B: We're going from a gifted mindset, an abundance mindset. Just playing for Everybody. It's funny for everybody. So my intention for this year, it's going to be. I'll tell you this, it's going to be different than my intention that I'm setting for next episode.
[00:48:37] Speaker A: Absolutely.
[00:48:37] Speaker B: But since we're talking about that and it actually ties in a little bit, it'll give you a little bit of whispers about what I was talking about in my weekly. Woo.
It's going to be for me and this is kind of actually what I got a little bit from my guides. It's going to be about a year, the year of service.
And it's about transformation, forming my relationship with what it means to be of service. Because I have this story which is clearly a past life, sort of a drama about being a servant, being taken advantage of, that I have all of these feelings around. I have to do everything. Nobody's going to help me. I can't ask for help. It's all on me to do everything right. That has really come up this, this past, you know, several months and working with my father's, selling my father's home. That's a lot of. Some of the. That's some of the stuff I've been working on, healing this. And so now I'm ready to change. What does it mean to be a service? To help people in a way that doesn't deplete me, that doesn't make me less than, that doesn't make me isolated, but that makes me in partnership and collaboration. Like, I want a new way of create. I want to create a new way of what does it mean to be a service?
[00:49:47] Speaker A: I love that.
[00:49:48] Speaker B: That's my intention for the year.
[00:49:49] Speaker A: That's really beautiful. And it's also, I can't help but note that you're talking about how to be in collaboration with and in connection with people. And that does seem to be the theme of season three of Shit My Soul says.
[00:50:02] Speaker B: It really does seem to be this. Yeah.
[00:50:04] Speaker A: Can't get by without talking about it.
[00:50:07] Speaker B: We cannot. We have to talk about it. But we need. Well, it must be what the world needs right now. I clearly.
[00:50:12] Speaker A: So the two things that we are guaranteed to talk about in any episode are Lee Harris and connection and community and.
[00:50:23] Speaker B: And there's a good chance ChatGPT is going to come up.
Yeah. Stay tuned. Next week, how do we talk about connection and collaboration and Lee Harris next week?
Who knows?
[00:50:35] Speaker A: It's a mystery.
[00:50:36] Speaker B: You don't know, but it'll show up.
[00:50:39] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:50:39] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:50:40] Speaker A: All right.
[00:50:41] Speaker B: So what's your intention for the next couple of weeks?
[00:50:43] Speaker A: Well, how about we talk about our intentions from last.
[00:50:46] Speaker B: Oh, let's do it. If you're gonna do that. Sure.
[00:50:48] Speaker A: Okay. How did you do. What was your intention last time?
[00:50:51] Speaker B: I don't remember.
I don't remember bringing in more light. Was it bringing in more light? Yeah, yeah, it was bringing more light.
[00:51:04] Speaker A: And did you bring it?
[00:51:06] Speaker B: There's lights around us right now.
[00:51:09] Speaker A: There's so many clouds.
[00:51:11] Speaker B: There are a lot of clouds. I have been. I have been feeling a lot better. I haven't bring. I think in the healing work that I've been doing, I think it's been bringing in a lot of light. I don't feel the heaviness that I usually feel at this time of year.
[00:51:25] Speaker A: Okay.
[00:51:25] Speaker B: I've been doing a lot of energy work to bringing in a lot of golden light as well. So. Check. I'm just gonna say check.
[00:51:31] Speaker A: Yes, I did that.
My intention was to focus on my business and.
[00:51:37] Speaker B: Oh, Rosalie.
[00:51:38] Speaker A: I know, I know. But.
But I was focused on my soul says and earning money. Like, earning money in a very concrete way that I can do right away.
[00:51:52] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:51:52] Speaker A: As opposed to work on money in the future.
[00:51:55] Speaker B: Okay.
So here's a thought.
[00:51:57] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:51:58] Speaker B: When for your intention next time, maybe shift it so it doesn't have to be about something that you do.
[00:52:04] Speaker A: Yeah.
[00:52:05] Speaker B: But have an intention about what you want to bring in.
[00:52:08] Speaker A: Oh, I like that.
[00:52:10] Speaker B: Right. So that it's not something that's like this heavy thing that you have to carry and this pressure you have to put on yourself and that you have to fail. It's about what you're asking to bring in to support you.
[00:52:19] Speaker A: I absolutely love that.
All right, well, what's your intention for next time?
[00:52:24] Speaker B: Well, my intention is. Is going to be more me and what I need to do.
But. But it's just fine. I'm guess I can ask for support in it. I really want to wrap up 2024 and really want to clean out. I want just. I want to do. I want to cleansing and. And fresh energy coming in between now and our next. Well, our next episode. Yeah, I. Cleansing. Because our next episode is still going to be in 2024. I think this is going to be filming in 2024.
[00:52:54] Speaker A: Yeah, we're filming our next in 2024. That's right.
[00:52:57] Speaker B: So you have a date timestamp as you're listening to this in 2035.
[00:53:02] Speaker A: 2035.
[00:53:03] Speaker B: Yeah. I've got visions.
It's only 10 years from now. I know. That's true.
[00:53:10] Speaker A: That's true.
[00:53:11] Speaker B: We don't know. Hi, Future people. Anybody who's watching this is already in the future.
[00:53:17] Speaker A: Whoa. So, yeah, if you're watching this in.
[00:53:19] Speaker B: 2035, we knew Zillian Nostradamus Corner.
You're looking back at the past now that we're these wildly famous wealthy women.
[00:53:32] Speaker A: Yes.
[00:53:33] Speaker B: I love it. So, okay, so that's my intention is to clear out the old. To make space for all this bloody stuff.
[00:53:43] Speaker A: For all of this blood stuff. Is that what you.
[00:53:48] Speaker B: Intended to say?
[00:53:49] Speaker A: All of this blood stuff?
Apparently Jillian's a vampire. On like New Year's Day, Jillian's gonna be in the mirror going bloody.
[00:54:00] Speaker B: I am so excited for our next episode because I bet you something about blood is gonna happen.
[00:54:06] Speaker A: Let's find out.
[00:54:07] Speaker B: Let's find out. Hopefully it's good. This is good. It's not a bad blood blood. It's a good blood.
Ancestral healing, that kind of blood. Yes, let's do that.
[00:54:18] Speaker A: Yeah. Okay. I didn't have an intention until you mentioned, like, what do you want to bring into your life? And this is so important as I'm going into the holiday season with a six year old who's going through some sort of major emotional shift. And he's got rage that just.
It's apparently really common when they start school. There's just so much like anger and.
[00:54:47] Speaker B: It'S past life stuff.
They're now working with people that, like, killed them in past lives in fifth grade.
[00:54:54] Speaker A: I think it's. I think.
[00:54:56] Speaker B: I know you don't think that that's what I'm gonna stick to. Okay.
[00:54:58] Speaker A: I think it's more just like hormones. He's six.
[00:55:03] Speaker B: I guess they don't have hormones yet. Well, do they have hormones? Do we have hormones before we're.
[00:55:08] Speaker A: Everybody has hormones.
[00:55:09] Speaker B: Exactly, exactly. It's hormones.
[00:55:12] Speaker A: It's blood.
[00:55:14] Speaker B: The blood and hormones.
[00:55:16] Speaker A: Anyway, he's going through it, okay? And we've got two weeks off.
We don't have him scheduled for anything at all, camp wise.
[00:55:25] Speaker B: Okay.
[00:55:26] Speaker A: Like day camps. And because I wanted to get him into a theater day camp.
[00:55:30] Speaker B: Yes.
[00:55:31] Speaker A: And because he's. He's such a little showman. And I asked him if he wanted to do that and he said, oh, no, I have stage fright.
[00:55:38] Speaker B: Oh, how can he have stage fright yet?
No, too early.
[00:55:46] Speaker A: So I said, okay, buddy, I'm not going to force you to do like a theater camp. I have a feeling he'll get over it.
But what I want to bring into my life, what I really want to focus on having is. Is patience, patience, patience.
[00:56:01] Speaker B: Because that's a good intention.
[00:56:04] Speaker A: It's hard sometimes.
[00:56:05] Speaker B: Oh, yeah, I can imagine. So, yeah, being a barren woman, I only have to imagine.
Oh, yeah. Yeah. Okay.
Wish you patience as well. Thanks.
[00:56:19] Speaker A: I wish you blood.
[00:56:20] Speaker B: Thank you.
Except not really, because I'm. We're close for business.
[00:56:26] Speaker A: Yes. Oh. Not menstrual blood.
[00:56:27] Speaker B: Not menstrual blood.
[00:56:28] Speaker A: No, I wouldn't wish that on anyone.
[00:56:31] Speaker B: None of that. No, we're done with that. Okay.
[00:56:35] Speaker A: All right, well, on that note.
[00:56:36] Speaker B: On that note, do. No, don't do it.
[00:56:40] Speaker A: Don't do it.
[00:56:41] Speaker B: Don't do your woo.
[00:56:42] Speaker A: Yes, do your woo. And then tell us, what does yours.
[00:56:44] Speaker B: Oh, you're right. Okay. Do it.
[00:56:45] Speaker A: I was really working on it.
[00:56:47] Speaker B: I know. And I was, like, so determined that you were gonna get it wrong. Yes.
Sorry, Sorry.
[00:56:58] Speaker A: Okay, so on that note.
[00:57:00] Speaker B: On that note.
[00:57:03] Speaker A: Fucking Jillian.
[00:57:07] Speaker B: Sorry.
Do your move.
[00:57:10] Speaker A: Okay, so on that note.
[00:57:15] Speaker B: So on that note, do your.
[00:57:16] Speaker A: Your woo.
[00:57:17] Speaker B: Yes, do your woo.
[00:57:19] Speaker A: And tell us, what does your soul say?
[00:57:22] Speaker B: Yes. What does your soul say?
[00:57:24] Speaker A: Bye.
